Beautiful Biracial Princess

Made up - - for the most part

2008-03-10T17:49:00.000-07:00

WEll me an my 2 girlfriends made up but me an Brad are still fighting and that upsets me the most. I mean I could handle the girls being mad at me but now that Brad is mad at me and wont talk to me at all its kills me, i mean he was my BEST friend. I hate to loose him.

Update

2008-03-05T18:15:00.000-08:00

Me and Javiane are not going out, we haven't been for a LONG time, hell right now we aren't even friends. Actually I really have no friends left I am fighting with them all. Even my best friend Brad. Today I confessed to having sex with a guy to my foster mom. So basically i feel like shit and am waiting to grow balls to kill myself. So that is your short and sweet update.

My girlfriend....

2008-01-12T14:31:00.000-08:00

That is right people I said girlfriend. Yeah I am dating a girl and I am girl. I know some of you may not agree with that but. I don't care this girl is amazing, i mean she is everything you could want in a partner. I am happy I have her. just thought i would let you all know that.

Bullimia

2007-12-18T17:44:00.000-08:00

OK, I throw up after I eat junk food, or if my stomach hurts, and now my friend is trying to say I'm bulimic, and I am not!!! I find it different, I don't throw up eveytime I eat just when I eat junk food (cause I feel bad about it) and when my stomach hurts ( because throwing up makes me feel better). I just wish she would quit saying I am bulimic cause I AM NOT. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE!!!!!

Bored

2007-12-16T12:08:00.000-08:00

Well now that the older foster sister has moved out I am happy, but now I am extremely bored. I have no one to talk to and nothing to do but stay in my room or watch T.V. or use the computer which all are so boring at times. I am not trying to complain but It suckz to be 16 and have nothing to do and nowhere to go. I have a bf but there is no way in hell i am bringing him ove to my house #1 He already gets made fun of an ppl don't even knwo him #2 its a Mad house #3 ppl will make fun of him. And I will not bring any friends over for the same 2nd reason lol I know it sounds bad but Hell.

No kids for me at 16

2007-12-15T15:44:00.000-08:00

Well the boyfriend that wanted to have kids right now, I dumped!! Yay me! Yeah it got really annoying that is all he talked about all day, everyday was how he wanted to have kids and personally it scare me so I did what was best a left him. Now I have a new man we will call him by his nickname "White Chocolate", i really like him, and he doesnt want kids rigth now so that is a plus, lets hopwe this one works out. And i like him

Eating Disorder

2007-12-02T16:45:00.000-08:00

OK in my house, there is a problem because my foster mom and Geo says everyone eats to much and when they say that they make me feel shitty, i wont say NE thing , But i have been doing the same thing I use to I throw up every time i eat, i just feel fat a worthless. So from now on I am not eating at all. If I get sent to the hospital then so be it, that way there is no more complaints about people eating to much and i wont feel so bad. I mean I don't think i eat alot but they make it apparent i do, so i quit!!!

Kids @ 16

2007-11-30T19:03:00.000-08:00

OK I have been with my boyfriend for not long because we keep breaking up but we are back together. Well he has been talking lately about how bad he wants to have kids, which i think would be all great if he didn't wanna have them now! Yeah I know he wants kids NOW, I know it is way to soon but I can't seem to get it through to him I am only 16 and in 10Th grade, I need a way to tell him without hurting him or thinking I don't wanna have kids with him! Any suggestions.????

I broke up with my boyfriend and now i feel like shit

2007-11-07T14:30:00.000-08:00

Well i have no idea why i broke up with him. But all i know is now i feel like some major crap. I have no idea what i want in life but i and guaranteeing this is not it but now i don't know what to do. :( GOD I AM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!

Secret

2007-11-04T19:30:00.000-08:00

OK i have secret that i am afraid to tell anyone not even my foster mom or friends (who i am both usually very open with)because i know i will get made fun of or it will be held against me in some kind of way, so i plan on just keeping it to myself even though i know its gonna eat me inside! UGH! why does this have to be so hard? :(

UGH! Why me?

2007-10-26T16:31:00.000-07:00

I was suppose to go to the game with my boyfriend, but to many people have been lying and stealing food and wearing inappropriate clothes to school and talking bad on the computer and getting bad grades(that's my one offense). So now no one is allowed to go to the game and we area ll stuck home. :( Kinda makes me mad that i can't go!!! But i am OK about it i would say its fair. Just sucks. But tomorrow my boyfriends dad opted to pay for whatever we wanted to do so maybe we will go see a movie or eat or maybe BOTH lol. Daddy's paying :D

My New Man

2007-10-23T18:41:00.000-07:00

Well since i haven't talked on here much so no one knows whats going on so i am gonna fill you all in on my "Guy Life" Well my ex-controlling boyfriend is GONE and thank god for that i am loving life with out him!! But I have a new man "King" he is the GREATEST guy ever!! I am not even playing when i say that. He is sweet funny and a gentlemen i mean what more could i ask for? OH that s right NOTHING!!! He has met my foster mom and she likes him and she has met his mom so we are good on the level. I want him to come over this Friday and wanna spend some time with him and so he can get to know my crazy family!! lol We went to the movies last Saturday and saw the Game Plan it was a good movie i liked it and i was happy i was with him. Then on Sunday i went to church because his mother invited me. I enjoyed my self. Actually as we speak i am texting him! I spent 20$ on him in 2 days just texting!! he really is a great guy i will defiantly write more about him.

My foster moms great Halloween costume idea

2007-10-22T19:21:00.000-07:00

Well i know i haven't wrote in ages and i am sorry i have been busy and sidetracked but now i am back the one and only. OK now what i wanna write about is my Halloween costume idea my Foster mom came up with. I have been debating about what i wanna be for awhile now and everyone else has there costumes except me. Well on the car ride how my mom had this Brilliant idea that i could be K-FED Brittany Spear's ex-lover. I personally thought it would be a great idea then we decided if i was k-fed she would be Brit. Now how F*ing great is that? She will get this school girl out fit and fake baby dolls and i will get all thugged out baggy pants and a wife beater that says I'm a real O.G. on the front and on the back it will say k-fed #1 lol. I Will wear a tilted hat and have a tootpick in my mouth. Now you guys have got to give m some feed back on this what do you think? Greatest costume of all time huh? I know.

Getting hit on

2007-10-03T18:11:00.000-07:00

OK today i had a phycatrists appointment, and i was siting in the waiting room and there was this guy who was just staring at me and kept winking at me can crazy stuff. Well when he came out of the office he told me to come here. I think he was gonna try to get my number but didn't have a chance. Over all it was weird. Oh yeah he was 20 and i am only like 16 lol. My foster mom says that the last place you want to pick up a man!! HAHAHAHAHAH

HOORAY WE WAS WRONG

2007-10-02T16:32:00.001-07:00

OMG! Not even 2 seconds after i published my last post Disappearance of Duke i just received 2 offline messages from him you have no idea how happy i am right now. When i saw who it was from i cried! I was so happy everything was OK most importantly. They just keep switching his schedule around. Next time i shouldn't get so worried but hey worrying is my 6Th sense. lol. Well i will sleep better tonight!

Disapearance of Duke

2007-10-02T16:20:00.003-07:00

As most of you may know i have been chatting online to my best friends brother Duke, well i have been getting a little worried because i have not talked to him in like 5 days or so. I know it seems silly to be getting worried over it. I know that he works 12 hours a day and he may not always be available or on when i am but he hasn't even left me an offline message or anything like that. The main reason i am freaked out is because the last conversation i had with him was about him having a dream he was gonna get killed!! Scary i know, and now i haven't talked to him in about 5 days!!!! His sister ( my best friend) also has a weird feeling that something bad has happened. I just hope that we are both wrong.

My Foster Sisters Annoying Habits

2007-09-30T13:57:00.000-07:00

My 2 younger foster sisters have the most ANNOYING habit in the world.... they like to stand behind me when i am on the computer and read and look at everything i am doing. I can't stand it when they do that. It's not like i have anything to hide because my foster mom knows everything i do and everyone i talk to but JEEZ! I find it none of there business what i am doing. The way i see it if i wanted them to know i would tell them! Right? Am i the only one who has this problem or finds this utterly annoying?

My conversation about dating an older guy wit Geo

2007-09-30T10:18:00.000-07:00

The other night when Geo picked us up from homecoming this was the conversation we had about me dating Duke.......
Me: I was suppose to ask you about how you would feel about me dating an older guy?
Geo: Uh i would call the cops on him.
Me: are you seriod you would?
Geo: Yeah atleast twice a day.
Me: thats a little extreme, what if it was just a long distance relationship and all we did was talk on the internet?
Geo: Thats fine but you can't meet until your 25!

Thats was our lovely conversation. Don't you just love the over controlling way parents are? lol. Still i beleive calling the cops twice a day and waiting until i am 25 is alittle extreme.

My homecoming

2007-09-29T16:44:00.000-07:00

Well last night was my schools Homecoming. The first thing i did was go to the football game... it was intense at first the other team was winning. As soon as we started the game the other team scored a touchdown and then got the field goal kick thing. Well that made them 7/0 and we couldn't seem to stop them. Then a miracle all of a sudden in the beginning of the 2ND half someone on our team got a touch down and then we also got the field goal kick thingy so that tied us up. The whole rest of the game was like that as soon as we would score touch down they would right behind us. It was a nail biter. But at the 4Th (last half) of the game outta another miracle someone scored another touchdown with the score 21 to 21 and only seconds to go. It was a straight out of the movies play. But that wasn't the funnest part of the night. After the game was the dance and there was a shuttle bus who was to transport all kids who didn't have a ride to the dance there, well it was way to crowded and they would have to make 3 or 4 trips to get everyone so i just walked. Well when i got there everyone was still getting there and music was playing and everyone was fine. We got through about 5 songs and then they played one slow song then all of a sudden they whole thing suits working and no music is playing. Everyone is sitting there for like 5 minutes trying to figure out what went wrong all of a sudden everyone hears " Go to the parking lot." So everyone begins to start to leave and everyone goes to the parking lot. We get out there and everyone is crowded around a truck and they have music playing from the truck so people start dancing, then all of a sudden the cops who work at our school and say we shouldn't be out here and we weren't allowed to be out there and whoever told us to go out there shouldn't have, then they told us all to go home! There was at least an Hour and 30 Minutes left until we was suppose to leave. So no one had rides some kids we're walking some couldn't get a hold of people because they didn't expect them until 11:30. So everyone was extremely pissed! We all agree that we are going to go to the office on Monday and get our money back that we paid to get into the dance. And if we don't get our money back then we plan on starting a riot! So you may see me on the news lol. All in all last night was crazy! But great memories.

My view on Love

2007-09-28T14:17:00.000-07:00

Some people say that you can't fall in love at a young age but that's something i don't believe. I know there are some people out there who just get in way to deep to fast and their relationship never works but that because they have probably not gotten to know the person well enough before you got involved with them. Duke talks alot about this stuff...... he says that if you have met someones true personality then you have met them! Whether you have personally met the person or not, If you personalities are compatible then you are but if not then you have nothing to work on. That is something i truly believe too. Say if i was to really start to like Duke and think i am falling in love would that be so weird? Ya i know it sounds weird but i have truly met him and his personality and we are compatible that way even though we have never met then what is so wrong? I mean love happens in very weird ways. Now some people say i am to young to fall in love because i am only 16 but hey i know alotta older people who are like 90 and have been together since they were 16 or my age. So i don't think anything is impossible when it comes to love i think it's just you have to find the one for you. Don't matter aboout age, race, religion, now i am not saying it's cool for a 45 year old to be dating a 17 year old but i mean a few years older or younger it shouldn't make a difference if you are in love with a person even though they are some one you haven't personally met then your gonna be in love. If you are sure that's the one for you ( and believe me you will know when you find them) then you should be with that person despite what everyone says. But you should be mature enough and know for sure you have the right one, LOVE is a huge deal and shouldn't be taking lightly! Now i know i am 16 and lotta people who read this will disagree because they say i am too young to know what love is but they don't know me and don't know how i feel. You will know when it happens. Just have to be paient. You will find love no matter how old you are!

Need more names

2007-09-26T18:23:00.000-07:00

We need more names for our competition not enough uniqueness. MORE!!

Duke

2007-09-26T17:15:00.000-07:00

ok i will talk about duke some because i have nothing better to talk about. but anyway Duke is a my best friends brother and he lives in Tennessee and he is 18 and he has a job and yeah that about all i know.i haven't officially met this guy but from what i do know from talking to him he is a great guy. He isn't your typical guy. I really do like him, he is fun to talk to plus it gives me something to do. Now i know you may sound this how i talk about him and how he is so great, but it's not like i hes some old pervert i met off the Internet. Yeah he is older but and nor my foster mom or my caseworker would like it to much if i was involved with and 18 yr old but we are not involved just good chatting buddies. So dont freak out i am not some crazy pshyco who falls in love with some guy i haven't met. lol But he really is a COOL DUDE! lol

My day

2007-09-25T18:37:00.000-07:00

Hey! I really haven't had much interesting stuff going on, but i guess i will tell you what has been up.......Well my controlling X-boyfriend hasn't been at school for the last 4 days i heard from someone that he was arrested for drugs, but i have no idea if that true. Today C.S. my guy friend wasn't there today. Um.... I talked to Duke (my best friends brother) allot now days, he is a really cool person not one of your typical dumb guys this one actually has a head on his shoulders lol. He is really cool and fun to talk to and since no one else is ever on i talk to him! But nothing really has been going on my house is a crazy place like my older foster sister is having some serious trouble boy issues. And is getting on my nerves! But yeah that as about all. Boring again i know!

My highschool Love Triangle

2007-09-22T18:28:00.000-07:00

OK I had a boyfriend not to long ago "D" Well i broke up with him actually not to long ago after we dated probably about 5 days after, Well he told me that he still likes me and crap and sometimes he flirts and sometimes he is an asshole (like most men) but he has been asking me lately if "He owns me?". I know that sounds horrible because it is only because he is stupid. So now he thinks he owns me and can tell me what to do and who to talk to what to do and where to do it,it's kinda scary. Well the other day one of is friends was on his Yahoo Messenger and i thought it was him and started talking to the person.. I some to find out it was a guy that i have5Th hour with "K.J." and i know this guy because i have talked to him anyways, he told me that he liked me and that's why he always picked on my during class and all this other stuff. Well the triangle part comes in when K.J. is dating one of my very good friends FallSpring and they have been dating for a while so the whole story is that...... Me and D are broke up and but he still likes me and thinks he controls me and his best friend likes me who is dating my best friend!!!!! Confusing huh?
Well the other day when i was talking to KJ i gave him my phone # and D was sopissed!!! He flipped out on me!! He is a total control freak . All i know is i need some advice eon this one or some help in general.

I just found out that....

2007-09-22T18:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to the movies with the my guy friend who had blew me off not to long ago. We went and saw Resident Evil The Extinction. Well the movie was good, and everything went Ok. Well at the begining he started to hold my and and half way through he even kissed me a couple of times, well i thought that would have been what i wanted and would make my night but when i got home and thought about it i felt really empty ( I know that sounds stupid thats what i felt like). After it had happened and i thought about it i don't even like him. Yeah sure i thougth i did but boy was i wrong i feel nothing for him in that way....... I have relized i only like him as a friend. All in all i am glad that it happened cause now i know how i truly feel. Man feelings and emotions are tricky. lol

Unicorns aren't real (blonde moment)

2007-09-17T16:50:00.000-07:00

OK you know how everyone has those days with those "blond moments" ( no offense to any blonde's who read this) But anyways i had one today ...... OK today we had traveled to a local town about half an hour away from where i live, well we went right after i got out of school and by then i hyped up and talking about nothing that makes any sense anyways. Well were was on a back road that had lots of farms and lots of animals well i was talking to my foster mom and just caught something out of the corner of my eye and i yelled " A UNICORN"!!! Now i know we all know what unicorns aren't real but if you were there you would have thought the some thing cause form where i was sitting all i could was one ear sticking out which just so happened to look like a horn coming from the top of its head. But when i came to find out it was just a donkey i felt stupid but by then i was laughing as hard as everyone was!!! Trust me if you would have been there you would have agreed it looked like a unicorn ( not that i even know what they look like but hey i watch movies!! LOL) Next time i will keep dumb stuff like that to myself. lol

My first footballl game

2007-09-15T12:03:00.000-07:00

Last night i went to my first football game. I wasn't sure that i would like it, but i actually did the only bad part was that the only guy that i knew from the football game was on the sideline the whole time but hey it was still a good game so from now on i plan on going!!!

Software Dog Naming Compeition

2007-09-15T11:52:00.000-07:00

OK my Foster Mom being the great one she is has downloaded a protection software onto the computer to keep us kids from going to any unsuitable sites, Well every time you go to a site is doesn't approve of or the time on the computer time runs out there is this dog that pops up and starts to bark at you! I personally hate the dog because he really gets on my nerves but hey hes there for a good reason, but the reason i am writing about it is because my foster mom came up with a great idea to have a naming competion to see who can come up with the best Funky name. So if you think that you have one please comment and let me hear because the best name i will permanently name this guard dog so give me what you got!!

Rachel's Challenge

2007-09-13T17:50:00.000-07:00

Today during my 6th hour i had an assembly it was called " Rachel's Challenge" It was about the girl that was killed at the Colinbine school shooting. She was the 1st one to be killed with 13 others, the funy thing is she had a priminission she was to die at a young age she would talk about it like it was no big deal. But anyways she was the type of person who beleived that everyone show a little bit of kindness beacause it could go a long way. Her challenge was basically to not judge a person and just accept people. Which i like that idea alot so all in all the assembly was a good one. And i have excepted Rachel's Challenge myself. If you wanna know more you can go to rachelschallenge.com

CHECK IT OUT!!!!

Drama And Lying

2007-09-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

ok lets see we just had a GIANT dramatic thing happen that made no sense at all.
Ok as you all know i was suppose to go to the movies this weekend and we all know that i got ditched well i still went with my older foster sister. well the original plan was that i was suppose to go with my guy friend and she was gonna ago with her boyfriend well my guy friend ditched me and she said her boyfriend was at band practice. Well now we just found out that this whole time she was lying He was there the whole time which amazes me because i saw no one of course i don't know what this guy looks like but no body sat by us. So i almost get accused of knowing when i had no idea.The thing was he invited her to the movies( which she would have been able to with go as long as i was there which i was).Well the were both there and they both knew the were both there but decided not to sit by each other because he opted to sit with his friends WTF?? why are guys so damn dumb? can someone please explain? So the point is that she was able to go to the movies with him but lied about it to get her self out of trouble?? Sometimes i don't get the stuff that go through peoples head. I wouldn't even care about the whole situation if i didn't almost get into trouble for knowing about something i new nothing about PEOPLE PISS ME OFF!! Why people gotta lie!!?? UGH! I SWEAR!!
I mean she was allowed to go with him as long as i was there (beacause our foster mom doesn't let us bo on alone dates) and all would have been fine but obviously she didn't understand beacause she told everyone he wasn't coming he would be at band practice at 7:45 at night(which was obviously a lie just noone caught it) but instead they were both at the movies and knew but nevertalked to each other? The point is what..............Liks i said somtimes i wonder whatthe hell people are thinking!!

My Monday

2007-09-10T18:25:00.000-07:00

1st hour;World History:Listen to my teacher talk about Mesopotamia and Hammurabi's code( stuff i believe that i could go on in life with out knowing), also found out some guy liked me (not even getting into all that)
2nd hour;Earth Science:Listen to teacher talk about maps(nearly put me asleep)
3rd hour;Geometry: Did some gay math (i HATE math)
4th hour;Computer Economics: typed some stupid lessons the teacher gave me and was bored because Denise wasn't there(she's my best friend)
Lunch;best period of the day: My guy friend who ditched me this weekend apologized ALOT for not coming(which he should have)
5th hour;Astronomy: got an assignment that i didn't get done because my ex-boyfriend decides to write and tell me he still likes me,then my guy friend continues to apologize!! lol
6th hour;Language:A vocab worksheet
7th hour; Criminal Justice: Quiz

As you can see most of my day was a typical boring school Monday!!! i have no idea what to do about my ex-boyfriend though i really wish he didn't like me anymore cause it would make my life a WHOLE lot easier if all guys left me the HELL ALONE! I really have absolutely no need for them at this time!! lol man i really sound stuck up don't I? I just hope the week become alot less boring and awkward then today! but for anyone who is interested (though i highly doubt anyone would be) i will be posting about my ridiculous school week Mon-Fri!!

Britney Spears, BACK? OH GOD NO!

2007-09-09T16:53:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure if anyone else has heard but tonight is the VMA's ( i know this because i am a HUGE music freak) but Britney Spears( former pop princess turned Hollywood train wreck) is opening the show!! I personally HATE Britney (sorry for those her like her). But i wanna watch it tonight to see whether she falls flat on her ass or actually makes her BIG "comeback". For those who aren't watching it don't worry i will blog about it later!!! Lets just wait and see. Oh and i appreciate the comments about "Only if you want to"

Only if YOU want

2007-09-09T13:20:00.000-07:00

Hey i know that most of you people only came to my blog because my foster mom but just so you know you don't have to because i don't totally um "freak out " as she would say when i get comments its cool and all but i would rather you only do it if it's some that you wanted if you don't it wont hurt my feeling none i promise!

Movies that I've recently seen

2007-09-09T12:59:00.000-07:00

OK some people wanted to know some of the latest movies that i have seen and what i think of them well lets see........ I have see Disturbia with the hottie Shia LeBoufe (or however you spell his name) Well i really did like the movie but it really wasn't all that scary buy very suspenseful. I would probably say the reason i liked it was for Shia lol hey at least i am honest! Right? Then i have seen Spiderman 3 And i am not the biggest fan of action movies but really did like that one i actually liked it better than the 2ND one! i have seen Sherk 3 and personally i am not a fan of Sherk but this movie had it's good parts i would say more of a definite kids movie. The movie that i most anticipated to see this summer was Harry Potter i am a HUGE Harry fan but i must say i was actually disappointed because it wasn't all it was made out to be not enough information for me it actually was really short didn't cover nearly as much as the book!! But hey i would have watched it over and over just because i think Harry Potter is HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Movie Review

2007-09-08T20:42:00.000-07:00

Well as you all know i went to see Rush Hour 3 and well i thought that maybe because it was the third one it wouldn't be as good but boy was i wrong it was just as good as the other two if not better.Chris Tucker was HILARIOUS!!! OMG! you guys have got to see it for yourselves i think you all would like it. And yeah Jackie Chan still ROCKS!!

Going Solo

2007-09-08T15:42:00.001-07:00

Well people i am about to take a shower to get ready to go to the movies WITHOUT my guy friend !! And when i get back i will post a review promise!! I hope this movie is good i changed my mind too i am going to see Rush Hour 3 it should be good-i hope-

Well i also wanna say on some of my stuff i have completely miss spelled words and i am sorry for that i hope you can still make out what they are suppose to say!!

The Trip and the Mysterious White Fyin Object

2007-09-08T15:20:00.000-07:00

Hey there Ladies and well um.....ladies lol. OK I have a new post that has absolutely nothing to do with what i have been talking about but hopefully someone will find it interesting!! OK yesterday my foster mom had a very um spontaneous idea to go to a different town to go shopping well the car ride there wasn't the bad part it was the ride back that "Did me in" so to speak lol. Well After we was done shopping we got everything and everyone into the car and went to MC Donald's to eat,well as we were driving home my younger foster sister yell that the older sister ( who was sitting beside her) was about to get sick and let me just say that was a late warning!! Well i would greatly appreciate is next time someone didn't fell good that they would warn person and i am sure that my Foster mom would appreciate it to! I know that sounds kinda harsh but hey what else can i say sometime i am not the nicest person when it comes to not using your head ( as you can tell in my earlier blogs) Yeah i know maybe you can't exactly tell when you about to throw up or whatever but you can at least tell some that your not feeling good so the y have some kind of an idea! JEEZ! but that's just my opinion. But my story isn't over yet after everyone was done decorating the car with vomit we were half way home and me and my foster mom caught a glimpse of some white flyin object that was on the passenger side ( Where i just so happened to be sitting) and let me just say it scared the holy crap outta me ( assuming that i have any that is). lol But we still have yet to determine what it was we are going with ghost or Wal-mart bag lol! All i know is we should defiantly start planning our trips from now on lol!!!!

Boys Stupidity

2007-09-08T14:06:00.000-07:00

yeah OK i understand he may not of done it to hurt me but um he did! I have no patience when it comes to stupidity and guys because those two things walk hand and hand!lol But i am still mad because the simple fact he already knew all about it! It was already planned ahead of time!! But i will not let one dumb guy absent of a brain slow me down any i am still going and i will have fun with or without him!!! I don't need a man lol!!
So thanx for you comments about this and you advice it is very much apprieciated!!
THANKS!!!

Why are guys so umdependable?

2007-09-08T11:15:00.000-07:00

Ok well in my last blog i said how i was suppose to go to the movies with some friends,well i was really looking forward to going with my guy friend Chris well he knew all about it and i just called him like 5 minutes ago and he left and he won't be back until SUNDAY! What kind of person just ditches thier friend at the last minute i mean for christ sakes we were going today!! I would like an advace notice next time! lol The only reason i am mad is beacuse i had just talked ot him last night i talked to him to make sure he was going and everything was a go!! but now everything came to an abrupt stop!!! UGH! Why are guys so undependable!!?? lol! Well atleast i know not to get my hopes up anymore huh?! I guess the only reason that i did this time is because this was the first time i would have ever done anything with a guy And to top it all off i > LIKE THIS GUY!! Well i guess i give up!! Guys just Aren't worth this much stress if you ask me!!

Nothing much

2007-09-08T10:02:00.000-07:00

Well today has been um normal well normal as far as my house goes anyways lol.
Actually i was looking for movie listing today beacause one of my guys friends wants to go to the movies with me tonight which is awesomw lol. But i really wann ase the new movie halloween. Also i just talked to me ex-boyfriend a while ago hes still as big an idiot as ever but thats all that has went on since i got up but if anything else happens i will post an update

Boyfriends issues

2007-09-06T18:41:00.001-07:00

Well this is my first time ever doing a blog........ And I guess i am just suppose to write a whole bunch of unknown stuff just like teenagers do.
hmmmmmm lets see just s while ago i broke up with my boyfriend over the phone!!! I don't think he is the happiest person with me but hey guys are nothing to get stressed over believe me!! Well the truth is i didn't really know him when we stared going out and that was a huge mistake!! Plus i like one of my guy friends more then i did him so there was absolutley nothing there well now there will never be anything there lol i am an evil person but hey i'm only a highschooler no need to get all caught in boys at this young of an age right? Well i really wanna go to the movies so hopefully my foster mother will let me and HOPEFULLY my friends will be there thats a great way to start off being single agian lol. Being single is the way to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO-HOOOOO