Kids @ 16

OK I have been with my boyfriend for not long because we keep breaking up but we are back together. Well he has been talking lately about how bad he wants to have kids, which i think would be all great if he didn't wanna have them now! Yeah I know he wants kids NOW, I know it is way to soon but I can't seem to get it through to him I am only 16 and in 10Th grade, I need a way to tell him without hurting him or thinking I don't wanna have kids with him! Any suggestions.????

I broke up with my boyfriend and now i feel like shit

Well i have no idea why i broke up with him. But all i know is now i feel like some major crap. I have no idea what i want in life but i and guaranteeing this is not it but now i don't know what to do. :( GOD I AM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!

Secret

OK i have secret that i am afraid to tell anyone not even my foster mom or friends (who i am both usually very open with)because i know i will get made fun of or it will be held against me in some kind of way, so i plan on just keeping it to myself even though i know its gonna eat me inside! UGH! why does this have to be so hard? :(

UGH! Why me?

I was suppose to go to the game with my boyfriend, but to many people have been lying and stealing food and wearing inappropriate clothes to school and talking bad on the computer and getting bad grades(that's my one offense). So now no one is allowed to go to the game and we area ll stuck home. :( Kinda makes me mad that i can't go!!! But i am OK about it i would say its fair. Just sucks. But tomorrow my boyfriends dad opted to pay for whatever we wanted to do so maybe we will go see a movie or eat or maybe BOTH lol. Daddy's paying :D

My New Man

Well since i haven't talked on here much so no one knows whats going on so i am gonna fill you all in on my "Guy Life" Well my ex-controlling boyfriend is GONE and thank god for that i am loving life with out him!! But I have a new man "King" he is the GREATEST guy ever!! I am not even playing when i say that. He is sweet funny and a gentlemen i mean what more could i ask for? OH that s right NOTHING!!! He has met my foster mom and she likes him and she has met his mom so we are good on the level. I want him to come over this Friday and wanna spend some time with him and so he can get to know my crazy family!! lol We went to the movies last Saturday and saw the Game Plan it was a good movie i liked it and i was happy i was with him. Then on Sunday i went to church because his mother invited me. I enjoyed my self. Actually as we speak i am texting him! I spent 20$ on him in 2 days just texting!! he really is a great guy i will defiantly write more about him.

My foster moms great Halloween costume idea

Well i know i haven't wrote in ages and i am sorry i have been busy and sidetracked but now i am back the one and only. OK now what i wanna write about is my Halloween costume idea my Foster mom came up with. I have been debating about what i wanna be for awhile now and everyone else has there costumes except me. Well on the car ride how my mom had this Brilliant idea that i could be K-FED Brittany Spear's ex-lover. I personally thought it would be a great idea then we decided if i was k-fed she would be Brit. Now how F*ing great is that? She will get this school girl out fit and fake baby dolls and i will get all thugged out baggy pants and a wife beater that says I'm a real O.G. on the front and on the back it will say k-fed #1 lol. I Will wear a tilted hat and have a tootpick in my mouth. Now you guys have got to give m some feed back on this what do you think? Greatest costume of all time huh? I know.

Getting hit on

OK today i had a phycatrists appointment, and i was siting in the waiting room and there was this guy who was just staring at me and kept winking at me can crazy stuff. Well when he came out of the office he told me to come here. I think he was gonna try to get my number but didn't have a chance. Over all it was weird. Oh yeah he was 20 and i am only like 16 lol. My foster mom says that the last place you want to pick up a man!! HAHAHAHAHAH